well, once again i have neglected my homepage so people dont even know what is goin on in my life right now. like usual i come back after a while with BAD news...... can you guess....... i bet if you have been reading my blog for some time you know what i am fixin to say.... and you are prolly right...... i am no longer "with" K.C. we officially broke up on friday. he totally handled it wrong. i am sooooo tired of this crap. i dont even know what to say about it except for the fact that he is a complete and total jerk!!!!! well, i guess i am gonna let my mom on the computer to check out somthin that she has been waitin to check out all day.

blog ya later,

Na

how are you supposed to say goodbye to someone you love when you know that you wont be able to see nor talk to him for 45 days!?? the only way we will be able to contact each other is through mail. i dont know how i am gonna do this. i already hate not being with him for less than a day. i think about him constantly. and this is not helping me prepare for when he has to go to C-Step!!!!  hopefully i can learn to deal with it!! anyways, how is everybody!!!???

-Naomi!!

why wont people just tell the truth when they know that they have been caught? why wont he just admit it so that i can move on with my life? i am tired of his crap and him calling me names. he doesnt even know me that well. i think that i am just move on without him admitting it because he is just gonna lie to me anyways because that is somthing that he does best! anyways, i think i am gonna put some of my poems type things on my blog. what do yall think???????

-Naomi

well.... yet again it has been a while since i have blogged but here i am!!! this past week has been a big reck, especially this past two days. yesterday my mom found out from my aunt who found out from my brother about the whole "steven" situation. if you dont know what that is just ask and i will probably tell you. but anyways my mom is upset with me but not for what i thought she would be upset with me for. she is upset with me for lying to her about it. but its not my mom that i am having problems with, its my aunt and youger brother. he is a very evil person and until about a month and a half ago she thought the same thing. but now she thinks he just the sweetest thing around, and he is NOT!!! one of the very evil things that he did in regards to this situation is he went through my purse and put wholes in all of my "rubbers" and told my aunt that he hopes that i get knocked up so that people would see how bad of a person i am. and he knows that if i got pregnant that my whole life would be ruined and my relatonship with my mom would be over.... but yet i am still supposidy the "bad" one.  i dont understand. but anyways off of that subject.. i just found out today that my boyfriend, K.C, does have to go to a form of boot camp whenever a slot opens. and he has to be there for 45 days. he came over this afternoon when i got home and told me. i thought that i would be able to make it through without crying but i didnt. i am gonna miss him soo much. anyways, i guess i am gonna sign off of here!!!

blog ya later,

NA

YESSSSSS!!!!!! My blog has finally been changed!!!! I am sooo glad that my aunt beth can do the kind of things!!!! I think it is AWSOME!!!!  THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR DOIN THIS FOR ME!!!!!! Anyways, i just wanted to brag on how great my aunt did on my blog home page!!!!!!!

-Naomi

ok its has been a while since i have updated because steven and i have already gotten back together and broken up again. there is WAY too much drama in my life!! lol!! but now he is mad at me because after HE broke up with me i was at the skatin rink and so was he and some of his friends and his best friend was hangin all over me and i let him because his best friend told me that steven had no ententions on EVER goin out with me again, that he didnt care, and that he was tryin to hook up with another girl. so me bein as gullalbe as i am believed william, his best friend, and i let him hang all over me because i thought that steven didnt care about me anymore and i was hoping that it would piss him off. well, it did and now i wish i wouldnt have even listened to what william said, or atleast i should have asked steven about what was goin on before i went off and did what i did. now i have hurt steven again and it really upsets me. i hate hurtin him!!! and it makes me mad because i have asked him repeatedly to come to me with what is bein said about me before he goes off believin it and what do i do, i believe what people are sayin about him. i am soooo freakin stupid. but now i dont know what is gonna happen between us. i hope everything turns out ok. i guess i will update on what happens when somthin does happen.

-blog ya later,

Na

oh my gosh..... today was one of the worst days i have had in like a while. me and my boyfriend well..... former b/f right now...... got into a big fight. it was horrable. we broke up and then like 2 hours later i was on yahoo and he got on and said that we needed to talk. he told me that he didnt mean for all of this to happen and we talked about it. i think we have worked out most of it except for the biggest problem...... his best friend controls him and he doesnt even know. everytime i mention anything about it he says that it is not true. but the thing is at first i thought, ok maybe it is just me and i am wrong, but then my mom told me this and his mom told me this and then i heard it from his step mom and then more...... so i know that it is not just me! see the thing is, me and william dont really get along with eachother but it is mainly b/c william wont stop calling me names such as a bitch, slut, and the worst of all he calls me a cunt. bitch is ok to an extent but when cunt comes up there is somthin wrong. that is not a name that anybody should be called. so we arent on good terms. i guess maybe we can TRY to get along with eachother. but if he calls me one more name and steven doesnt say somthin about it to him i am gonna scream. but yea right now it is on the verge of us dating again jsut not yet, not today..........so i will update as soon as possible, hopefully it will be a good update!!!!!!

-blog ya later

Na!

I am so emotionally drained right now its not even funny. My Aunt Beth and her crew are moving to Colorado tomorrow and i am NOT ready for them to go. -Aunt Beth, i love you so much and no matter how far apart we are i will still love you. You mean so much to me and in so many different ways. I am going to miss you. Iam sorry if i start to not make any sense it is just that right now nothing makes sense to me.- Uncle Chip, although I have only known you for about two years i will always love you. The past two years have been great and it is all because of you. You taught me alot of things and you always put a smile on my face even if there was not a frown. I am going to miss you so much. I love you! -Jacob, i am sorry if I get all mushy-gushy on you tomorrow your gonna have to deal with it!lol! I love you so much and i am going to keep in touch. Keep it cool! -Paige, god girl, i love you so much and that is never gonna change. You are so amazing and wonderful and unique dont you ever let those qualities change, because that is what makes you, you! You have also taught me so much and i am thankful for that. I am going to miss you, wait what am i talking about, I already miss you. I love you!!   &n bsp;   &nb sp;  -The Crew-, i love all of yall!!   & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;        

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