well, once again i have neglected my homepage so people dont even know what is goin on in my life right now. like usual i come back after a while with BAD news...... can you guess....... i bet if you have been reading my blog for some time you know what i am fixin to say.... and you are prolly right...... i am no longer "with" K.C. we officially broke up on friday. he totally handled it wrong. i am sooooo tired of this crap. i dont even know what to say about it except for the fact that he is a complete and total jerk!!!!! well, i guess i am gonna let my mom on the computer to check out somthin that she has been waitin to check out all day.

blog ya later,

Na

how are you supposed to say goodbye to someone you love when you know that you wont be able to see nor talk to him for 45 days!?? the only way we will be able to contact each other is through mail. i dont know how i am gonna do this. i already hate not being with him for less than a day. i think about him constantly. and this is not helping me prepare for when he has to go to C-Step!!!!  hopefully i can learn to deal with it!! anyways, how is everybody!!!???

-Naomi!!

why wont people just tell the truth when they know that they have been caught? why wont he just admit it so that i can move on with my life? i am tired of his crap and him calling me names. he doesnt even know me that well. i think that i am just move on without him admitting it because he is just gonna lie to me anyways because that is somthing that he does best! anyways, i think i am gonna put some of my poems type things on my blog. what do yall think???????

-Naomi

well.... yet again it has been a while since i have blogged but here i am!!! this past week has been a big reck, especially this past two days. yesterday my mom found out from my aunt who found out from my brother about the whole "steven" situation. if you dont know what that is just ask and i will probably tell you. but anyways my mom is upset with me but not for what i thought she would be upset with me for. she is upset with me for lying to her about it. but its not my mom that i am having problems with, its my aunt and youger brother. he is a very evil person and until about a month and a half ago she thought the same thing. but now she thinks he just the sweetest thing around, and he is NOT!!! one of the very evil things that he did in regards to this situation is he went through my purse and put wholes in all of my "rubbers" and told my aunt that he hopes that i get knocked up so that people would see how bad of a person i am. and he knows that if i got pregnant that my whole life would be ruined and my relatonship with my mom would be over.... but yet i am still supposidy the "bad" one.  i dont understand. but anyways off of that subject.. i just found out today that my boyfriend, K.C, does have to go to a form of boot camp whenever a slot opens. and he has to be there for 45 days. he came over this afternoon when i got home and told me. i thought that i would be able to make it through without crying but i didnt. i am gonna miss him soo much. anyways, i guess i am gonna sign off of here!!!

blog ya later,

NA